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Some feedback
Views: 314 · Added: 869 days ago

I recently received some feedback that I am perhaps to prolific of a video poster. I remember seeing some comments in another post about the issue. Was just wondering if my attempt to be a good member of the community by posting was actually not being a good member of the community. Always open to hearing from others.

My favorite boys around the world
Views: 688 · Added: 351 days ago

this is a selection of young guys I 've wan't to have in my bed.....

THE PILLOW
Views: 259 · Added: 81 days ago

I have always used my hand to masturbate.

Public Sex?!
Views: 217 · Added: 155 days ago

What is your opinion?

SEPT 10th, WORLD SUICIDE PREVENTION DAY
Views: 214 · Added: 776 days ago

Monday,September 10th, marks the 10th anniversary of the World Suicide Prevention Day: Ten years of research, ten years of prevention, ten years of education and information.
......it is a day for everyone just to stop and remember those that have been affected by suicide, if you can please light a candle at 8pm or just spare a few minutes of your time tomorrow in remembrance to the victims, the survivors and all family's and friends that have been affected as a result ....... If you want more information regarding WSPD .. please go to http://www.iasp.info/wspd/ ..or visit my page and use the direct link ...This subject is close to my heart as some of you know.... Thanks guys for taking the time to read this... Toby xxx

vacations
Views: 197 · Added: 575 days ago

any plans for this year guys, or you just having a wonderful time at home.
Do you like sun or walking or hiking or laying at the pool soaking up the suns rays or eyeing up the eye candy or going to europe or getting rid of pesky wabbits, lol

I am doing well
Views: 238 · Added: 686 days ago

Guys just a quick note to let you all know that I have my cast on and even though I though I was going to pass out when the Doctor pulled on my foot I am doing well now. My friend Stephen is staying with me and taking good care of me. His brother in law is a lawyer at a big firm here in Chicago and said he would represent me for free if Home Depot tried anything bad. So far they have had all medical bills sent to them directly and have told me my pay will not be interrupted for at least 26 weeks. Everything is going fine.

I HAVE RECIEVED MANY PMS FROM FRIENDS ON HERE OFFERING TO SEND ME $$. I thank you truly from the bottom of my heart but I cannot accept. I love you all and I am touched. I have never had people who have cared for about me in my life and it makes me feel so special. What I would like you to do with the money you want to send to me is to take it and donate to the homeless shelter in your community. I WAS HOMELESS. I know what it was like living on the street and not having enough to eat or trying to keep warm. I now have a special friend looking out for me. I have my loving friends on her as well as Cecilia my case worker and my Dad Thomas (tolead) so please make a donation to those who have not made it back on their feel like I have.

I love you all

Alan

Would you vote for an
Views: 141 · Added: 102 days ago

Would you vote for an "admitted heterosexual"...see how residents of Austin Texas responded to that question: http://youtu.be/88tWn26bh3M

I like looking at boners
Views: 542 · Added: 684 days ago

I admit it.

So much porn blogs on Tumblr
Views: 788 · Added: 633 days ago

Did u guys know?

Lonely
Views: 338 · Added: 420 days ago

I don't know why i feels very lonely even though i have my family but m very lonely .i want a person who wants 2 hug me , kiss me n cares about me n in short i'm longing 4 a lovely hug n kiss.bt i'm so unlucky that i don't get such kind of loves.i have few frends here but they r not like me ;-( .lastly, thank u GBT friends 4 ur wonderful friendship,n that's all i can say.Adios amigos:-)

I´m Just Conufused
Views: 686 · Added: 1054 days ago

In the far future when i finally go out of my mind i will start a blog about if i should tell my parent that i´m gay (and suffer the consecuences (prolly death)but for now...

okay..i´m gay but no one knows that(NO ONE!!) but this year i happen to have a crush
on a younger boy in my class( not the normal like....but Really Like) and after doing some research i found out he was gay ane every body knew that(he told his class 3 years ago that he was gay).

*the thing is should i talk to him is private...and tell him my secret(and suffer the
consecuences (he´d proly tell the whole school and i would have another problem to deal with apart form racisim)

*or should i sit behind him in class staring it the back of his hed for the rest of the school year(i think i know the exact number of hair on his head.

my story so far
Views: 317 · Added: 823 days ago

hey everyone,

I've decided to write out my life so far to help me put things in perspective, and to see if anyone else has a similar story to tell.

i was born in California and was living there until i was 10. so far i had had a fairly normal life, apart from my father who was(and still is) a pill popper. so for most of my child hood he was just laying in bed never really there, but i had a loving and caring mother, as well as my younger sister and many cousins.

i was raised in a christian family and was very sheltered, at the age of 10 my family and i moved out to Wisconsin to be closer to my dads side of the family. when i turned 13 i looked at porn for the first time(like i said very sheltered), it's kind of funny looking back, i was so naive that when i went online i went to ask Jeeves and thought i had to actually ask him a question so i put in 'what is sex'. at the time i hadn't even been given the birds and the bees talk, the only things i herd about sex before that was that that's where baby's come from(from sex-ed in school), and that having sex before marriage, and being gay where sins against god(from my parents), so when i typed in 'what is sex' of course it led straight to porn sites. so intrigued i started looking at the pics and clicking on links until the screen popped up with two men together. i realized almost instantly that this was causing a reaction in me that i didn't feel in the other sites.

after a few minutes of looking at the men it dawned on me that this was what my parents meant by gay. immediately i felt ashamed of what i was looking at and how it made me feel so i exited the window(and deleted the internet memory). the next day at school no matter how hard i tried i couldn't stop noticing all the boys around me. i noticed that i was especially fond of the boys that where thin like i was...so after a few months of not being able to stop feeling attracted to the other boys i decided the best thing i could do is make myself unattractive to them. i even started to lie to myself saying that i was going through a phase in life and that god would help me through it.

so by the age of 15 i had stopped doing any of the physical activity's i loved to do outside, and spiraled into a depression that i'm only now starting to overcome, i put on a lot of weight, and stopped caring for my physical appearance all together.

at the age of 18 i was 5ft 10in and was 280 pounds. by 19 6ft even 303 pounds. i had been to multiple therapist both from schools when i was younger and from my parents when i started homeschooling(i had asked to be home schooled because of social anxiety), but i was always afraid of telling them why i was depressed fearing that the therapist would tell my parents, so seeing no progress my parents stopped making me go.

about two months ago i moved from eau claire to green bay(about 3hrs away). i now live with a family that has been like a second family to me, they are much more open minded and have no religious standings. the person i consider a second mom is a type of person to always ask questions about peoples beliefs, and when she asked about my religions views on homosexuality i found myself stumbling over my own words. after a few conversations with her i slowly began to realize that maybe i don't need to suppress who i am. one week ago i started to let myself accept who i am, and four days ago i joined this site finding a ton of helpful loving people. since last week i have started to slowly lift myself up from the depressed state i was in for over 5 years and have already began to loose weight and feel good about myself(oddly enough without any thought or effort on my part to do so). i am currently in the process of writing a letter to my second mom to both tell her about me and to let her know just how much she has help me. it's a work in progress and i'm not sure when I'll be giving her the letter but I'll post again on here when i do and tell everyone how it went...but in the mean time i would like to thank everyone on here for making this such a great place to chat(even tho it is a porn site and not what i was expecting to find on here lol)

vids playback
Views: 227 · Added: 744 days ago

hi just wondering if you having problems with watching your vids.not running in play mode.love gbt more power to you.vp.

your best and least appreciated
Views: 396 · Added: 777 days ago

put on your thinking caps...of all the vids you have uploaded, which is your favorite. why? which do you feel is the least appreciated? your favoite vid on this site. you can do it.....

Cats
Views: 238 · Added: 476 days ago

I used to have this orange and white cat named pumpkin. My little sisters used to carry the thing around and try to get it to sit on their laps and he would just get up and walk away. I didn't really care as much for the thing as they did, but pumpkin had this quirky thing where if I were lying in bed he'd jump up there, get under the blankets and curl up along side me and fall asleep. It used to drive my sisters nuts cuz he wouldn't do it with them.

My sisters are a little older now and whenever the topic comes up they also point out how pumpkin would stand inside the litter box and aim his ass over the side of the box to shit all over the floor, so he must have had brain damage as a child. To this day they're still jealous!

Anyone got any quirky animals?

Spring Update Season is Here!!
Views: 221 · Added: 212 days ago

I am happy to announce the begining of another batch of updates starting next this week. We could have a few issues with the newest upgrades features and options but will really appreciate all of your help spotting any problems

Does this video load for everyone
Views: 1012 · Added: 1127 days ago

Does this video load for everyone? http://twinkteenboys.com/porn/mallskaters-gaytube04.htm

It would really help me out, and your basic location is also helpful to help check the global networking

What age...
Views: 1065 · Added: 1010 days ago

When/where/what/who was your first sexual expirience??? :)

Time zones
Views: 128 · Added: 250 days ago

I have a favour to ask all friends...

Borred!
Views: 606 · Added: 950 days ago

What do you guys do when you are absolutely bored out of your mind?

Tank top guys
Views: 166 · Added: 316 days ago

Saw a guy in my gym yesterday wearing a really sexy tank top. Very thin straps, showing mots of his pecs, cut at the back - so sexy. He had a good body as well. I like wearing TT's but dont have anything like this - yet.


What clothes turn you guys on?

Take a Moment from the Porn :(
Views: 175 · Added: 683 days ago

After the shock and the horror comes the speculation: Why did an obviously disturbed young man enter an elementary school in Connecticut and gun down scores of people, many of them children?

We will root through his background for clues: Who raised him? Was he in the military? Did he play video games? Was he in a cult? Did mental illness take him to this dark place, and did we miss the warning signs along the way? We will piece together an approximation of a workable narrative that somehow inevitably ends with this man going into a school and doing what he did -- because the ending is the one part we can get fully right.

But there is really only one fact that makes such violence comprehensible: This man woke up in a country in which virtually anyone can purchase weapons -- with little more effort than is required to put gasoline in the tank of their car -- that give them the power to murder people.

That is the one fact that demands to be changed.

The impetus to make sense of unspeakable tragedy is a basic part of humanity. Something both terrible and extraordinary has happened, something we are eager to avoid envisioning as the fate for our own children, so our minds search for the particulars that might render this situation unique. We try to distinguish this young man from any other young man who might enter our own local elementary school.

But the underlying tragedy of this latest American catastrophe is how familiar this sort of spectacle has become. The television coverage and the reactions of prominent people all seem to unfold along the lines of a preconceived script: shock and heartbreak, then biographical inquiry, before we stick the story on the guy who pulled the trigger and move on.

We know what to do, what to say, what to ask, because we have been here before far too many times, absorbing the images of horrifying violence and imagining what it would be like to hear the news if those children were your own.

This is insane. It is madness that we continue to allow such bloodshed to unfold, occasioning predictable dismay while the gun lobby keeps buying off our politicians and ensuring that the rules never change.

As I type this, we do not know what prompted this man to kill those people in that school, but we know that the next disturbed person with similarly murderous inclinations will be able to get their hands on the means to follow through.

In every country, some people lose their jobs and become enraged. Some suffer mental illness and seize on fantastical notions. They are spurned and hatch crackpot schemes and seek revenge. In every country, some people are disturbed, broken-hearted or angry enough to murder. What is special about this country is the extent of the damage that such people are able to inflict when the urge comes.

As we inevitably speculate and sift through biographical facts in this process of seeking reassurance, there is one fact above all others that needs to be altered: We have to make it harder for people to get their hands on guns.

Peter S. Goodman-Huffington Post http://www.huffingtonpost.com/peter-s-goodman/gun-control-reform_b_2302999.html

Favorite style underwear?
Views: 627 · Added: 1173 days ago

What is your favorite style underwear to wear? What about what style do you like to see guys in? Post links to them if u want

Idk Anymore
Views: 297 · Added: 823 days ago

I have been here nearly two weeks....I have set up a great profile and gotten only a few real friends....everyone else I talk to talks to me once and then goes away or never answers me...is it me? Am I not meant for this site? Maybe....idk but I just don't feel really welcomed. :'-C I feel alone....it is already bad enough I am a virgin and hardly have true friends in my life. Sigh...idk anymore. I just have to say that this site is the only one that I can show my real feelings but idk anymore.

Islam
Views: 222 · Added: 773 days ago

I know this is off topic for a gay site but I spent time in Irac and I found most of the Civilans to be honest and loving people in need of our help. These nut jobs arre a small minority who just want an excuse to fight. They are always angry about something and this film is just their latest excuse. When I was over there The people thanked us for our help. I can remember children dirty and poor in the streets not having enough to eat, my team and I got 24 cases of MREs and went to the town square and handed them out to families. You would think we were giving out gold. Our company commander said he would give more if we could have spared them, he had two daughters at home and to see kids starving in this day and age was unforgivable. While I am not a muslim, I learned much about it. Islam teaches peace and forgiveness not this violence and bullshit. Please dont judge all muslims by the fanatics.

Coming out. Pros and Cons advice
Views: 374 · Added: 602 days ago

I'm 18 and thinking about the idea of coming out. I have been bouncing this around in my head for a while now, Thinking of Pros and Cons to this.

I live in the south of the US in what you could call a "traditional" area and any form of homosexuality is not taken very easily.

I'm hoping that maybe anyone here can help throw out some Pros and Cons to consider and maybe some of your coming out stories, whether they be a good experience or not.

Thank you for your help guys and it is greatly appreciated.

ads
Views: 203 · Added: 28 days ago

nobody is saying anything..but, i think the ads of the boobs and such running on the site is kinda odd. i know i have no interest at all but, i guess some here may.. what do you think? is it worth discussion?

ohio
Views: 711 · Added: 497 days ago

hey does anyone on here live in ohio? ;)

Please forgive me, I was angry at the World.
Views: 262 · Added: 741 days ago

Sunday May 27, was the day my father died. A day that started like any other but went on and on and never seemed to want to end. It was the longest and yet the shortest day of my life. And as the terror of it passed to memory so the hate grew and took it's place. Hate of those who came to the house to speak of his death, hate of those who may have been partly responsible, hate of those who saw him last, hate of everything. And most frightening of all was my hatred of him for leaving me. When I went to see him as he lay at rest in his coffin the look on his face made me smile. It was a look I was very familiar with and looking back it was an expression I am glad was his last. It was the look he gave when he was pissed off. I think it was a very fitting last look. One that I am happy to remember, because it's brought closure in a strange way. It's as if he knows he's dead and it pisses him off.

There are some things that Thomas and others have said to me lately that have brought me out of the shadows. They have managed to get through to me where my family and friends never quite could. The internet is a great tool and can be used for a multitude of things. In my case it has been a good counseling tool. I sought to escape from reallity into this virtual world where actions have no consequence and where it can end at the press of a button. Like the holodeck on the Enterprise, "computer, end programme". But actions have consequences and there is no place for rudeness nor unfriendly behaviour. So I offer my appologies to all those people I have rejected as friends. It was a very selfish attitude and a very immature attitude. There is a definate advantage to having virtual friends. It was my friends here in GBT that drew me out from the dark. It never really dawned on me that there was something wrong with my attitude to people in the real world untill I realised I was doing wrong here in cyberspace. My ginger friend said I had become more aggresive and distant, others mentioned the same. But I was oblivious till now. It was the message on my wall from thomas that knocked some sense into me.

Writing this blog has has certainly been good and has cleared my head and I can feel a weight lifted from me. I could easliy ramble on and on but I feel now that I have said I've been mistaken about the virtues of virtual friendships I feel better. The next thing I need to do is to drink less. My alcohol consumption has gone over the top. I have consumed nearly all of my fathers whisky. My motherr does not know how much he had. But I'm only 18 and my liver can recover...lol.

So, in closing this meassge/blog, I will stop rejecting friendship requests and thank Thomas et al for saving me from my demons.

I WANT TO MOVE TO NEW YORK STATE......
Views: 184 · Added: 351 days ago

Ok family I need your help!

share
Views: 138 · Added: 406 days ago

like to share my love with all my friends, and those that are going or have been through a rough time, its all about sharing, so BIG hugs and kisses from me to all of you where ever you are in the world

whats your fetish?
Views: 438 · Added: 438 days ago

whats your fetish? just comment whats one of your fetishes, two of mine are bondage and old/younger

Am I the One I've been waiting for???
Views: 222 · Added: 601 days ago

I have been pretty busy of late, busy doing things that i will remember for the rest of my life.
This last year everything has been coming to a point of change in my life. It started when i came here first .. and later came out, after confronting my past and the problems that come with that and trying to manage the PTSD that followed, I have started along a new path. I will no longer hide from my past and avoid it, i am not afraid to go forward and be who i am now.
For a long time I have been waiting for something to happen, and opportunity maybe or another direction. Recently I heard that a couple of people I was close to in another country have since died and only young too.. i know life is too short, but its also what we do with the time that matters.
I know that fortune favours the brave, and i have to make my chances by going out there and being proactive. I am the one I was waitng for it seems, I am the one who will make that opportunity, and see the new path to take.
I have been to two interviews this week to be able to do something that many tens of thousands of people will see and enjoy and was succesful in both, i have another next week and am also now one of the finalists in a prestigious art competition, I started my counceling and i am doing new classes and meeting new people too.
The point is, i went out and gave it a go, even though i am so shy and feeling so bad about myself most of the time, and i stopped waiting for the change to come to me and just started doing something... and stopped waiting for me.

Maybe you are the one you've been waiting for?
maybe you are the one the world is waiting for!




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